I was looking at all these papers on the kitchen table and found a piece of paper detailing what each of my parents keep when they divorce, so I guess it’s only a matter of time. I feel like crying. I dont know if it’s selfish of me to be upset, because they arent very happy in the current situation. I guess it’s not so bad, they are still alive and well, and maybe they’ll be happier in the end because of it.

Do I want this to be my future? Absolutely not. Marriage is a religious construct and I dont feel that two people should be tied together for life. True love is new love, and I want to experience true love as long as I am alive on this world…

I’m going to cry now.

James